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Assalamualaikum :) hey everyone! saya ayin BTW orang suka panggil puyin, umur ayin 21tahun dan ayin ni garang*sangat :p tak tahu kenapa tapi kalau nak kenal lebih rapat bolehlah jenguk jenguk FB,Twitter or stegram :) salam :)

Saturday, February 11, 2012

over ^^

what more do you want to hear from me?
is there anything you wish to see?
a joke? a laugh? a smile? a cry?
a scream? a song? a lullaby?

see i know we are not who we were
i live in denial, remember?
so please don't ask me to open my eyes
don't wanna wake up and realize--

the honeymoon's over
that i should better
be mature.

i'm sorry i do not know what to say
do understand i'm breaking, but hey
when you tell me that you are leaving
don't think i did not see it coming

of course i saw we are no longer
having stuff we enjoy together
but can we play along our part
and not parade this change of heart?

are you really sure
that we off better
and over?

what more can i say when you wish to leave today
i wont break down now and burst
but --
would you like to have one last breakfast?

Thursday, February 9, 2012

rumit =='

hey all :)
assalamualaikum :) hari ni, na sentimental sikit :) mungkin kt sini boleh ringankan beban dlm aty ni :)

byk story nak share kt sini, tapi tak semua dapat share, its too personal :D
so. hope korang dpt layan citer bosan ayin kt sini >.o hopefully .....

' sayang ' senangnyer cakap / sebut / ungkat perkataan ni :) semudah 1,2,3 ==' tapi semudah mana orang yg menerima nya ? semudah a.b.c ? atau smudah masak maggie ? susah susah ....
sayang byk kategori, syg kt parents,kt adik beradik, kawan2 , jiran2 :) hahaha . yg penting sayang dan cinta pada ALLAH s.w.t ..... cume kadang kita terjerat dgn sayangnyer pada kekasih ...

' kekasih ' ? ape tu ? kadang2 dlm aty ayin xder wujud kekasih, tak de ruang utk kekasih, cume angan jer yang ada >.o hmm


sebenarnya bukan na emo sgt arini , cume terasa macam takut kehilangan .... ayin da 20 tahun, tak boleh dihalang rase cinta n sayang tu datang ... hati perempuan, sapa yg dapat selami, ayin juz na share ape yg tak puas kt hati ni, nak share kt org lain, org lain pon ade problem, so BLOG ! ur my diary, my FOLLOWERS korang adalah kwn2 ayin :) so ni jer cara yg ada kan :)

' boyfie ' spe yg xpernah ada buad hati yg bernama 'teman lelaki' semua pernah even dgn masalah masing2 kan :) so ayin pon penah n ayin pon ada msalah yg same mcm korang ^^
so apa yg nak di storykan ..... ayin sayang kt future 'boyfie' ayin ni *perasan sorg2 jap ^^

ayin da kenal dy na dekat 3 tahun, tpi kami rapat bru berapa bulan ..... rse syg ? ada ! tipu klu rse tu xder, dy ade rupa, caring , baik, jge adab dgn ayin ... tapi semua tu klu ayin jer yg rase better xpayah kan :') so betapa susahnye nak buang perasaan syg tu semula ... susah bagai tgh bua assignment ==' haihhhh ... hanya ayin yg paham ... even ayin share kt sini , mungkin ada yg cakap ayin ni 'BODOH' sbb senang sgt syg kt lelaki, tapi hati ayin ! bkn hati korang ! korang jgn tipu diri sendiri yg korang pon pernah terkena n bersapa dengan masalah mcm ni :) so dun judge ape yg ayin tulis, decision or ape2lah ayin terima asalkan ia membina, bukan merumitkan lagi hati, jiwa, raga ayin ni :) fiuhhh ... *pnjangjugakkan ayin tulis :) da boleh buad novel ^^ hhaha ..

BTW. penat sgt arini dgn assigmnt belambak, so be continue.............. wait for my 2nd post ^^


sayang korang semua kot ^^ peace :p HAHA ! ~ salam <3

Friday, January 27, 2012

- bo amir iqram -




- omaiiiiii :D iloveyour voice la dear ^^ memang sumpah xley tido malam bila dpt dengar suare 'bO' errrrr :) aucwhhhh.. handsome boy ^^ i really na jumpe sgt2 ngn bO amir iQram ! urghh ! really need ! :) wishhh hopefully >.0 lebiu !

2nd semester ?

DAMN !


2nd sem lgi jahanam ! assignment bagai kain yg xbasuh kt lobi tuh ==' HAHA ! .
agak pening laaaa ==' photo, interface, programming .... macam2 lah ==' errrr -


so, pada lect ! jgn bagi byk2 . sy ada penyakit assignment berjangkit :p


WATlekWATpeace ^^

Thursday, December 29, 2011

kenapa ?

....kasih syg ayin xsmpai kt awk ker ? knp tolak ? yer, care penolakan awk sgt halus, smpai hati ayin menjerit2 sakit ! tpi tade spe dgr :'( tolonglah ... ayin sayang awk <3 ...........

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

ko bile ?

..............ko bile plak ayin?


ha, na tau knp ayin tulis kt atas tuh ? haaaa, ni na st0ry mory kt korang :)
da nk 3 taun ayin pergi dari alam persekolahan, n skarang da nk 20 tahun umor nyer ^^ tpi bile balik cuti kt kg mesti jmpe kwn2 lame time2 skolah dlu kan :) apy jmpe dorang, sbb rindu lme da ta jmpe :) tpi yg lagi apt bile tgk dorang da pimpin anak dorang sendri :) terlalu awal ker ? eyhh, jgn mcm tu, sebab mungkin seru dorang da sampai, jodoh dorang awal :) kita tak tahu bila pulak kita , ade ke x ? lmbat ke cpt ? semua tu takdir :)
Jadi, soalan bila da berjumpa, ayin kau bila plak? ak da 2 org anak ==' ok, mmg la rse mcm na kawen skunk, HAHA ! choihh, ak pon jwblah, eyhh ak blajar lgi, insyaallah :) *dlm hati mcm2 ckp--'
so, korang mesti penah duduk dlm situasi mcm ni, bile umor da smakin meningkat org akan tnye jgak mcm tu even umo ak bru 20 ==' haihhhh. bila ckp nk balajar, ada pulak yg ckp tayah blajar2 nnti dduk kt dapur jugak, tapi sekurang-kurangnya nk jgak dpt segulung dip. xpon ijazah :) kan senang klu na sare fmily, xsmestinya suami kita nnti yg bergaji berjuta2 :)
jadi, pada kwn2 yg da bertemu jodoh awal dri ak ni, ak doakan korang bahagia smpai akhir hayat, smpai ker syurga :) insyaallah , yg penting, doakan ak supaya dpt suami yg baik, caring,rajin bekerja dan yg penting taat pada agama*bkn taat pada sunah kawen 4 yer :) haaaa kan >.>

so. pade yg na kawen awal tu, teruskan niat anda, sbb ad hikmah kawen awal ni :) boleh hapuskan zina kt negara kita ^^ okey!

dan, pade yg tanak kawen lgi , mcm ak :) stdy smart yer ! jgn hampakan mak ayah , jgn terlalu kejar duniawi, cri calon yg bagus2 na :)


bapak ayin cakap *ekot la, nok cri pokwo ore mno pom, jange cri hop idung belang, jange cri hok isap mende dop gune orr se agy jgn dok cri hok xpenoh tgk tikor smayang :D *paham x anda anda semua ? hihi :) itu pesanan ayah beta !! HOHOHO ! =='


#so hve a nice view <3 i lov my blog .. rawrrrr \0/

Monday, November 21, 2011

- im proud to be a MALAYSIAN ! -

woi INDONESIA ! na cakap apa lgi sih ? ahahaha ! anda sudah kalah ya bapak2 ibuk2 :p


wiiiiii !! i lov u KHAIRUL FAHMI CHE MAT ! mu ar ak minak pah tuo pom xpo :) haha !